| Saturday, December 24th, 2005 |
| 7:23 pm |
THE END!!!
THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY IN THIS JOURNAL .....if you still want to read up on me i will be posting very often in my new one xxxunityxxx ask me and ill add you ...... |
| 7:21 pm |
THE END!!!
THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY IN THIS JOURNAL </>
.....if you still want to read up on me i will be posting very often in my new one xxxunityxxx ask me and ill add you ...... |
| Wednesday, December 14th, 2005 |
| 1:20 am |
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| Thursday, August 11th, 2005 |
| 5:55 pm |
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| Monday, August 1st, 2005 |
| 10:53 am |
weridest dream ever i was at basils again and i just moved back to toronto but it wasnt basils it was bear creek and people from basils was there but so where people from bear creek (allison and amber) idont knwo it was so werid i came to the conclusion that i still long for toronto but so many people in barrie now mean so much to me that i can never change back to basils no matter how much i try. |
| Sunday, July 31st, 2005 |
| 4:16 pm |
LETS GET WARPED!!!whos coming to warped tour.... i sure am i hope my tongue is all better by then.....NO ORAL FOR TWO WEEKS NO DRINKING FOR TWO WEEKS!!!!! ha this is going to be awesome im so excited i miss amber i hate that kaley cant come whos coming?? new pics of me       yes yes got a new piercing hurts so much meh oh well im a baby i know i know |
| Sunday, July 10th, 2005 |
| 1:25 am |
decided to make a new journal for friends only comment if you want to be added www.livejournal.com/users/xxxunityxxx |
| 12:42 am |
today: 1) went to wor 2) came home and washed 3) went to umbros 4) went to movie with umbro 5) had coffee.....with umbro 6) walked home with umbro im confussed i think i want a relationship and i can only really think of one guy that wants one with me and i dont think i want one with him. sure hes nice and such but not my type at all hes wuirt and monotoned and doesnt listen to teh same music as me and we really dont ever have anything to talk about. i think im leadin ghim on and i feel bad about it. i want something more then him though. that sounds horrible but you people (amber allison (maybe)) know who im talking about and maybe know what i mean. hes not for me. im tired of being single im tired of liking the same guy since i was 5 and not being able tobe with him. im tired of being told i have no heart. i hate having him call and tell me about who he made out with but how much he loves me and doesnt want me to have a boyfriend and wait till he comes to see me at warped and what a great day we are going to have just like old times. i miss him more then anything and i cant tell him because he wont take me seriously. i hate this feeling. it kinda is like.... being empty forever |
| Friday, July 8th, 2005 |
| 11:31 pm |
1. i lie alot 2. i dont eat allot any more because im fat 3. i keep most of my emotions inside 4. i dont liek most of the people i play on to as liking 5. i joke when im scared 6. i laugh when im scared 7. i cry .. allot 8. i used to cut 9. i still cut when things get horrible 10. im cinstantly lonely 11. i feel bad for myself allot 12. i dont really have allot of friends 13. i hardly have a social life 14. i do things to make people like me 15. i want attension 16. i hate when people look at me 17. i hate myself allot 18. i want to smile more 19. i never tell people who i liek even though i have tons of crushes 20. i love love but hate love for hurting me so many times |
| 10:17 am |
and he walked on...
....five minutes and the bus shows up get on and to my surprise there is only but one other person on the bus sitting near the back so i gladly take a seat near the middle, one of the seats that seat two people.... when to my surprise hes standing now but two stops down for me ... and he walks on to the bus and smiles at me like usual...and sits right infront of me and turns sidways to talk to me... ..... hey hows it going... i smile and reply happily.... not bad, you seem to be stalking me ... and that super he lets out a heavenly laugh/giggle sort of thing that makes ever girl smile.... so it would seem and i thought i was the only person under 30 that woke up this early for the bus ... i look around feeling odd that i cant remeber his name and i really doubt that he can remeber mine i dont know him all i know is hes HOT and lives down the street from me..... as the bus ride continues we talk about shows and music mostly stoping slightly to make fun of people then the most dredfull moment comes.... we reach the bus terminal ... so i guess ill see you around.... i guess so ....well its always a joy to talk to you bye .....byes...... .....i see him reach one of his fabulous friends as they ask who was that......oh a girl that lives near me shes awesome.... i smile a little and walk on...... its werid how i dont even know him and i know he is perfect for me and i know im never going to actually tell him that but i will live in this little dream for a bit longer....... wow im so emo |
| Monday, July 4th, 2005 |
| 6:39 pm |
moving out
IF ANYONE KNOWS OF ANY APARTMENTS OR ROOMS FOR RENT FOR CHEAP PLEASE TELL ME I NEED TO MOVE OUT BEFORE I SERIOUSLY KILL MYSELF. IM LOOKING FOR JUST A BEDROOM IN A BASEMENT OR SOMETHING. EITHER IN TORONTO OR BARRIE OR NEWMARKET PR PENETANG OR MISSASAUGA OR OAKVILLE... PRETTY MUCH ANYWHERE MESSAGE ME OR CALL 7057922952 ASK FOR JESS |
| 12:53 pm |
wow i didnt think i would ever say this, i cant wait to go back to work. then i wont have to deal with my sister. shes so fucked. anyways shit odd i dont like it its to werid oh well byes |
| Sunday, July 3rd, 2005 |
| 12:12 pm |
its my house its my house its my house its my home its my home its my home i hate you i hate you i hate it here she takes it away from me ... every ... everything i have been building up for the past 2 years in barrie.....trust.......freedom......self respect..... resently things have been good ive felt good ive been out doing stuff.... now she moves in... I HATE HER!..... i really do... i hate the little comments she makes...like....should you tell her when to be home.... should i know where shes going.... doesnt she have a job to do......no mo i can do that dont worry she does nothing anyways.......why is she so lazy......has she done anything today....no she cant come it will be to crouded..... im moving.... i came to that conclusion earlier when my mom asked if i wanted to come out but then took back that question when she so nicely put it..."no mom its only you me and the girls today" im going to move north dont know where north yet but yes i think ill move north...... or maybe ill just move far far away id like to try and hitch hike to edmonton or vancover... something exciting. i cant live here is she does she took my home my house away... i hate her Current Mood:  frustrated |
| Tuesday, June 28th, 2005 |
| 12:57 pm |
so liz and carrie call me and i think fuck in getting fired but what IM GETTING PROMOTED! i just got off probation and im getting promoted isnt that fucking awesome ha |
| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005 |
| 8:40 pm |
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005 |
| 10:06 pm |
week
monday - exam bowling with amber tuesday -exam hot tub with amber wednesday drivers ed work and ambers sleeping over thursday- toronto with amber, alex and kaley friday- party ....with amber....HAHAHA |
| Sunday, June 19th, 2005 |
| 1:41 pm |
ok so thursday its amber kaley alex and i downtown......any objections? what time? where? |
| Friday, June 17th, 2005 |
| 1:59 pm |
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| Thursday, June 16th, 2005 |
| 11:05 pm |
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| 4:52 pm |
stuff to do 17- staff meeting and last driving class 18- history exam and work 19- work 20-work 21- english exam and 3some date with amber and jeff;);) 22- anthro exam 23 first in car driving class and work 24- TORONTO WITH UMBRO (kaley u in?) 25- PARTY!!! 26-work 27-work thast as far as i have planed so far im in toronto soon anyone wanna chill? |
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